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Posts tagged hurt.

WHY AM I JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH

07.05.12 3

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07.04.12 5

Hopelessness

Energy drained

Lying about being okay

Please save me

06.27.12 1

Why do i feel so sad all the time.

06.03.12 3
To whom this may concern:

I cannot stay drowning in this pain,

Especially knowing it’s me to blame,

I cannot help it, I’m going insane,

I cannot hug enveloped in this shame.

Please don’t cry, you really wont miss me,

You never hugged me, you never kissed me,

You didn’t care when I was alive,

So why should things change when I die.

Go away buddy, I’ll make this quick,

This whole game of life is making me sick,

Do not worry when I start to bleed,

I’m not a person you’ll ever need.

Tell dad I’m sorry, Tell my mom I’m gone,

Tell my sister I’m sorry we haven’t spoken in so long,

Tell my grandparents I’ll miss them, and the cousins ┬áthe same,

But it’s time I finally put, an end to this pain.

05.28.12 3
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05.14.12 62
I’m suicidal…don’t worry about me, nobody ever does.
12.29.11 6
I try hard to not let your opinion affect me…but it pierces my heart harder than you’ll ever know
12.29.11 14